To be, or not to be

To be, or not to be
That is the question,
Which bears many more;
Many cannot bear anymore.

Holy Father aloft,
Am I yours to perish?
Or is it me I did ravish?
Will vengeance take what's his?

Was it envy or lust
That locked me out of Your paradise?
Aren’t those meant to build it twice?
Seemingly, You also have a price.